My mother taught me a wonderful lesson.

I just realized something. I don't have to worry about my finals. I mean, I'm still going to study, but i don't have to have fear about what the outcome will be. If I have prepared my mind and done everything i can, then why does it even matter what the results are? I mean, my schooling for next year is already paid for, so why do i need to worry. The fear i have been consumed with concerning these two horrible, last test i have to take has just been a lack of faith. Fear is lack of faith. Katie and Tanner helped me understand this. Have faith, not fear. Its all in Gods hands anyway, so even if anything doesn't work out the way i wanted it to, its almost better because its working out the way God wants it to. I want what God wants, so I'm not going to freak myself out about anything , especially a grade i have no control over. And if it does turn out different than how i was hoping, it just means God expects me to learn something from it. No matter what I do though, I'm going to grow from this experience, mostly because i just realized that the point of uncertainties is so we will put our faith in something; hopefully God. Thanks Mom. Its kind of silly it took me two days to figure it out and let it sink in.