Attempted 4 minute post to get the brain juices flowing. Result: semi-successful.

Its 5:56 and i've given myself 4 minutes to write a post to help clear my mind and focus on the task i will begin at 6:00. Its the last tuesday night of the semester and I have to write a 10 page paper, two 2 page papers, and two 5 page papers, all before thursday morning. I'm so happy i have the ability to write and write well, i just wish i had the ability to focus my mind when i need to. It feels like over this semester, i've lost a few different capabilities, one of which seems to be self control. I use to be able to discipline myself better. School was everything and anything social took the back row. Now that its a little bit different, and i've learned how much fun socializing and playing and having good friends can be, i really am a lot happier. But someday, i need to figure out the balance between work and play. I also can't focus because in 27 days, 11 hours, and 58 minutes, i will be leaving the country and headed toward Jerusalem for a semester which will change my life. And now my time is up and I get to focus on censorship in the media.